Don't try so hard. I have the virus. I lost my hair, my teeth, and movement of my lower extremities and developed a major rash. Otherwise I'm healthy as a ox, doctors say I may live for 200 years like this, some 1 in a kazillion chance they say but yupe that's me now, for 200 more years. I shot myself in the head last night, damn bullet just bounced around my skull making chop meat out of my brain.