Nobodys laughg and that aint a joking matter..
Look I "myself" was a complete FAILURE as a Farther although I contend me and my ex are people who shouldve never crossed paths in the 1st place...
Nonetheless
@Tazz I found that I can still be there for my kid ..
These days he often just wants a place to crash or money...
As bad as that seems its a "relationship" and I hope that someday looking back maybe he will "respect" me
I cant fix past
Hoping by being here and "patient" have faith